Can anybody riddle me why I still have to be stuck in my house when I already:
#1. had severe #COVID19 one year and 2 variants ago in Late November-December 2020 and off work for 3 weeks, lost my sense of smell and taste, Oxygen dropped into the low 80s. A healthy then 43 year old woman had to spend my birthday fighting for air and FaceTiming my kids while they stood outside my bedroom door to sing me happy birthday. #God is good. I lived to tell the tale. Many did not. #blessed #yearof44
#2. Was essentially coerced by the local government to get vaccinated in mandating vaccine passports to be able to l.i.v.e life again in October-November 2021. Aiight cool. Did my research and due diligence and did not want an mRNA vaccine. I preferred to go with the #Janssen vaccine. Could not access it in BC. Was given #Pfizer x2 on October 1 and November 9 2021 and this full-time single mother of two active girls was down for 48h with fever, chills, myalgia (muscle aches), migraine, epistaxis (nosebleed), and vertigo (dizziness) and emesis (vomiting) with EACH dose. Fun times we’re had by all.
#3. Had my FIRST ever episode of psychotic mania on November between 18 and 19th 2021 exactly 9 days after my second dose requiring a 10 day hospitalization on the psychiatric unit in the early morning hours of November 19th after two RCMP Peace officers entered my home unannounced because a neighbor was concerned about my well-being. They graciously asked this lil black girl if I was ok, no guns, no police violence. I told them haven’t slept in days, couldn’t shut my brain off and hadn’t eaten anything or had enough water in a few days and I was aware that I was delirious. They asked me if I wanted to get some rest and some hydration. “Yes” I finally surrendered, my anxiety easing at the shock of seeing two uniformed officers in my bedroom at 7 am on a Saturday morning. So, dressed in a robe and nothing but a Victorinox™ t-shirt and house slippers, I was escorted to the back of the RCMP vehicle and voluntarily admitted to the Peace Arch Hospital where I received excellent care, thank you to all the psych nurses on 5 th floor psych you are angels on earth. Recovering from this psychiatric emergency has taken this single mama out of commission for almost 6 weeks and cost me Christmas away from my kids to keep all stimulation to a minimum. My therapist says I am now the 3rd patient she knows personally who has had psychotic mania as the initial presentation of bipolar 1 disorder just days after getting not just any vaccine, all 3 individuals got #Pfizer. 🤔 💭
#4. Late December 2021. A whole year later. I’ve had COVID19, been vaccinated twice, gone crazy, been hospitalized, and I can’t STILL can’t leave my house, because my new au pair is sick with #Omicron and oh yeah, everything is shut down in British Columbia again. Yeah…I’m just about over it. Who’s the insane one because surely someone should be able to explain to me the rationale because the BC government and local health authorities haven’t saved any healthcare dollars on my account.
Kindly make it make sense for me please.
Respectfully World Health Organization, what exactly is the plan globally? I mean specifically what is the public mental health plan for the effects of prolonged pandemic protocol?
Asking for all of us who can’t breathe. #COVID20
Do we have to indefinitely suffer the indignities of the pandemic AND also be essentially forced to be vaccinated to engage in society for health, wellness, and spiritual activities? Can I opt out? Because this is making some of us literally go crazy.
Going to the grocery store feels like going to war for this lil mama. Not really interesting in taking Ativan every time I need to suit up for battle, ie run simple errands #CPTSD #endmentalhealthstigma
Why so much crazy?
Where do I opt out of the #crazy?
That’s a line in which I would happily wait.
I waited on line for 45 min just to pull up to a station that was unavailable, only to find another spot to stand in the cold for another 20 minutes pumping this stuff like it’s breastmilk — only half-full? “WTactualF? Why is grandpa hoarding gas in his trunk?” Where is anybody going? I think rhetorically. “Ok girl”, I say to myself, “let’s just get out of here.” Calm down and take a deep…
…I Can’t. Even. Breathe.
#booster? Really? I’ll wait. 💅🏾
I’m an MD. I work in big #Pharma, I know how this $hit works.
There is a safety signal to be investigated here. This is a cluster of SAEs (severe adverse events). #Pfizer, #FDA #HealthCanada, need to investigate this and see to it that a BLACK BOX warning goes on the vaccine for individuals with a predisposition for BIPOLAR 1 & 2 or other DSM-5 psychiatric diagnoses, otherwise someone more enterprising and someone with more time on their hands is going to take this to the #media.
If I’m going to be an unwitting study subject someon should at least get the pharmacovigilence data all for the trouble. #informedconsent
So until #omicron makes like #delta and leaves, I remain faithfully yours, Jude, young turk TYT Network #venting in the safe house. #sorrynotsorry
Never stop asking ŸY 🧬
l.i.v.e well.
Bālãnçï ™
This post reflects my own personal views and not those of any other sane entity.
#shecantbreathe #COVID20 #brainhealthmatters #endmentalhealthstigma #whistleblower #truthhurts
Trauma without revelation is insanity.
Semper Impavida, Ex Aequo Et Bono. Pax, Lux Et Veritas en Deus Ex Machina 💡🕊📖
Dr Jude Q&Ä ✌🏽(just another manic mommy)
